Reinventing life and yourself

   Being Married to Someone with Cluster B disorder (Narcissist personality with sociopathic tendencies) I have written this page again and again, added, modified, put out tons of data, incidents, evidence, behavior pattern, consistent patterns that hurt me, pained me so much over the years. At one point of time this page had multifold more data than what you are seeing now as I dived into details of some of the most hurtful behavior patterns and specific incidents over the years and red flags to really watch out for when seeing someone. I had a collage of all the emails that I sent to him over the years all saying the same thing especially asking to be treated me with little respect, combined clippings of various recording that I have of all the abuse sessions (they lasted realllly long) over the years.  But then one day like in an epiphany of clarity, it downed on me, that all those behavior was hurtful,  excruciatingly painful and sometimes dangerous but not necessarily deal breaker

Charisma Presence: To be fully present in an conversation: Olivia Fox Cabbane: How much time you have for first impression: 2 seconds. Friend and Foo Test: What are we judged on: Size and gender to begin with Subconcious mind cannot distinguish between reality and imagination. Placebo and Nocebo effect. Handshake : good palm contact, match their level of firmness, 2-3 seconds. Conversation Skills are not a question of witt, wisdom and word play, it all boild down to one thing - attitude and the attitude you want to have - the person who are talking to is the most fasicinating human being you have even met. You can make more friends in 2 month by turly getting interested in other people, then having them interested in you. Being truly completely present in the conversation.